Post Supervision
I am feeling more comfortable with the way this is progressing now. The process of engaging and interviewing the midwives feels to be an important one if I am going to maintain a holistic focus. Why am I so resistant to opening up this data? That is such a good question and very astutue. Am I fearful of the emotional minefield this may open in me? Or finding negativity? I know I need space and time to feel what they are feeling and find that place of understanding. These are voices of their deep selves and I am daring to step inside that space. ‘Dare’ is an interesting word- I ‘dare’ because I am ‘researching’ but I know that they are sharing their innermost selves and values. The ‘mini case study’ feels more true- the individualistic nature of spirituality is so key to this- I want to portray them as who they are